15 July, 2010

*deeper conversation

*sebut nama*
Aizat~
baik.
hm, kenapa?
saja.
kenapa, tak boleh tido ke?
ha'ah.
tu lah, banyak main lagi. pegi lagi jalan merata-rata. makan banyak sgt.
patutnya tu lah buat penat, ngantok, baru boleh tido.
hish. habis tu, kenapa?
kenapa apa?
kenapa tak tido lagi?
rindu kau.
aku?
kau.
aku, atau kehadiran aku?
dua-dua.
kenapa?
the calmness you bring me every time you're around.
I did? well I thought I was annoying to you.
well, my mouth used to say that.
see, that's why. you MUST appreciate your surrounding more.
geez, stop lecture me about life.
oh, okay then, Gandhi. so hows life?
good.
great?
not that great.
not that great?
yep.
will you finish the word, please.
not that great compared to-
to..?
past. our past.
oh. hey, don't say that, you have great friends
i do.
then?
but i used to have you, and im used to it.
now, you have lots of friends, who will take good care of you, who will cheer you up.
but people can change.
i can't?
you didn't
doesn't mean i can't.
you won't
perhaps.
no, you won't.
why are you so sure..?
because you never really leave me? and you said you'll never leave me?
..you really knew me, didn't you.
i'm sure did.
well, I know you, too.
of course
and I know, you are strong
no, I'm not. I'm just a person. a normal human. only human.
hushhh. stop talking.
..why?
because this won't get you anywhere.
....
lets just.. forget about everything. I'm here now.

Tutup mata. Aku ada. Memori kita ada. Mari aku ceritakan.

*****

3 comments:

-- said...

dia juga selalu menenangkan aku saat aku mau tidur.dan berkata,
"mari, aku dodoikan kau. mari kita kenang kembali saat indah kita bersama."

tapi di akhir cerita, aku jadi benci. dia yang aku dambakan, tidak wujud.lagi.

dieba d diebut said...

penuh maksod tersirat. i like.

Anonymous said...

tak phm. grrrrr!!!