30 December, 2009

rambling, grumbling, babbling

it's cold, it's dark, and it's lonely.

urgh i just cant stop thinking things negatively.


so many things i want to share u guys with. my err holidays, my outings, cf especially, post-cf, college life, yada yada. but hell, as always, idk why i just..don't write. haih. not in 'the mood' lagi? now im writing things. sbb xbleh tdo. 8D yeah, dh sorg2 xleh tdo tu, and no one to kacau, where else u'll go? ur blog la. the only good listener, never tired of u, never complain stuff bout u.

ahh, kdg kdg dh malas nak complain stuff. because that's life. right? never a life that never give you headache and troubles you. a lot. instead of complaining, we shud just redha. Let It Be. words from Lennon. Oh he such a good song-writer. Inspiring ppl.

talks bout music, i heard that James Owen Sullivan aka The Rev from a7x is dead. man he such a good drummer, too young to die imo. 2009 will always remembered as the year where many stars falls. life is short, now i realized, again.

well the only setback if you can't sleep is that u'll feel drowsy tmrw, pening2 lalat, and lapa tga2 malam buta. where oh where i can find food?

at times like this u'll need Coldplay, Lunesta, a warm hug, or a verryy comfy bed. and I don't have any, too bad.

Stand By Me.

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me


10 December, 2009


Today is something different. Kenapa? Well for once I did not sleep after I watched football.
I did good I think.
First thing I did this morning is, start my mom's car. Pack her work stuff inside her work bag, and put it inside her car. Then sidai baju. Sweep the floor. Inside and outside. Mop the floor. Vacuum the carpets. Buy Gardenia. Make some breakfast for my dad. Get the Sun. Stingy I am haha. Make tea. Less sugar. Bit tawar but I think it's okay. :) All that I did before 7.30, while listening to channel 861. idk what the heck was the radio station but I think the song 'kena' with today morning. Haha. Quite happy.

Well I surprised myself. I don't know I'm that rajin. Maybe self-conscious? I guess. Well anyway, most of the work I did today, was what my dad supposed to do. I want to please him. To make him feel bit relaxed. I hope I did right. Worried whether he'll eat my rotibakar tho. with kaya. And my tea. If he didn't then I'll be devastated? lol. That's should be his feeling if he buying breakfast and we didn't eat.

Maybe because he sick. Not a normal fever or stuff. Nevermind the details. But I guess I didn't do good as his son all this while. Even though I'll be back at my college after a few days, and it was quite too late to do these stuff to please them my parents, but well, better late then never hm?

Quite a long time since I post here. So, tadaima? haha

Well here he comes down. Getting nervous. swt swt.