27 September, 2009

things in my mind part 2

er. patut ke aku jual my lappie smate2 utk beli new deskie? t.t
sayang nak jual ini laptop. still in great conditions! senang nak bawak merata2. tapi.. D:
nak beli deskie DDD:
how ah.
helllpp meee ~/o/

25 September, 2009

things in my mind.

duit raya taun ni. 100+. round up = RM 100.
duit bday from kakak = RM 350.
duit lam maybank = RM 2xx.
duit abang hutang modem wifi = RM100
duit aizati hutang modem wifi = RM100


<= RM 850.

benda nak beli.
Kasut MacBeth = RM 2xx
Kasut from Pull and Bear = RM 2xx
PC = RM 25xx
PSP (nak main monster hunter jugak. jealous tgk bob ngan abang main) = RM 750 ++


RM2xx+RM2xx+RM25xx+RM750 (++)
<= RM36xx (++)


dayem la. kinda hate this new haircut. don't suit me well. sheet.
wondering whether kanak2 ddz akan membahan rambut aku ni atau tak. >_>

not the best raya for me. not the best bday for me too. i wonder if i did smthng that really upset that person, bcause that person seems like, ignoring me. that is including wishing my bday. evntho that person used to wished me every year, one of the earliest lagi tu, i think. but well. nvm then. that person must have their own reasons.

lecturer mcm malek noor dalam iklan shieldtox.

SPAM-INC in danger. haih. i really dunno whattodo. i mean i hope i can do smthng. at least like, tlg pegi survey bahan ke. or anything. any labour works will do. i really wanted to see spam inc at CF this year. i mean, for me its an annual event. ppl usually come and ask me, "Eh, where ah u got this SPAM-INC badge? u steal ke?" it took sometime to explain, but basically he said he recognized the logo. so yeaaaah. ppl noe SPAM-INC de. i mean, i've seen 2-3 ppl wearing our very own badges on their bag at UTMKL. well of course i did not tego them la. but just to say that, hey, byk orang kot beli badge from our booth. so i think ppl will expect smthng from us this year too. so i really hope things will get better. ganbatte ill3h! hang in there SPAM-INC! t.t

mama tanya nak pegi buat facial ke? die rsau tgk banyak jerawat XDDDD of course i rejected. no way i'd accept that offer lol. maybe becayse lack of sleep kot mama cakap. hm. maybe. tah le

24 September, 2009


mood: Raya!
music: Selamat Hari Raya - Sudirman

Selamat Hari Raya all~

well frankly, this year raya its not the best. It was short. Damn short. Kakak got to kerja today so we were at Kedah for 2 days and Perak for another 2 days. It was damn short, that I didn't have the time to go beraya at my friends house kat Parit Buntar. Damn. Rindu Nazerrul punye tom yam. ferrrgh. awesome it was.

and I, getting moar lazy to go to beraya. hahah. All I did for the first day of raya is, wake up, mandi raya, sembahyang raya (sleep during khutbah), ziarah kubur (it's amazing I remember all the kubur and not confused with the new ones every raya), balik rumah, pergi rumah Long, just opposite of my nenek's house. Makan Nasi Ayam while watching Doraemon. Which, I already read the story/movie last year kut. Balik rumah tok main dengan Abu, John Kelabu eventho it's a cat, and a female one, but I can't help that she's so cuuutte! with the all grey and nice short but fluffy bulu. dayem! Petang ade cam-whoring session sikettt. tapi camera kakak suq big time. banyak shaky je.

Malam either main dota (lol masing2 bwak balik lappie for dota wth) or just randomly main mercun. oh yeah I bought the big rocket one :) And malam raya tu we watch Man Utd vs Man Citeh. Pak Su (the main haters for Man Utd) were in front of Long's tv before 8.30 lagi. waw. surely he support Man Citeh. Me and my nee-chan wear Man Utd's jersey. yep. the otromen one haha. and when Rooney scores we went ballistic! Pak Su suddenly show his red t-shirt (I still don't think it's a co-incident tho = =) like he was supporting MU. damn. then Foster buat hal wth and Barry score, Pak Su, aged 40++ acting like a child, jerit Goal in front of our face wth. Then when Fletcher scores, we jumping celebrating smpai Mak Su, Mak Long and Mak Ndak yg tgah prepare daging for tomorrow's kenduri terkejut lol xP when Bellamy score a WTF goal we went quiet again. But the last goal. The Owen's goal. We scream like hell. I mean, we REALLY SCREAMED LIKE HELL.

sure enough, I send Nazrul Hazwan msg to annoy him hahaha. see. Man Utd can do what Arsenal cannot.

I think that's the only part where it's worthy enough to tell u guys about my raya. well sebab xbyk beraya I only manage to get 100+ je. damn.

Haih I really wanted to send my friends at airports, if u know what I mean. example, Rahayu Adzhar. weiihhh. It was happening dude! we rock the LCCT! xD I really wanted to hantar Sarina and Dora too, but well, derang nye flight weekdays, no transportation, so no lah kot. I'll try too but I don't think I'll managed. wuuuh. kalau jadi nak tuntut hadiah bday and duit raya.

Pergi 'beraya' with Bob and Raf and my bro. actually we really wanted to go beraya, but everybody seems tak sampai lagi from kampung, so we went to cc hehe xP go dota! Dota, in other words Dunia Orang Takde Awek lololol. waktu main jela kot xP tapi CC dkat Damansara tu damn awesome! It uses a Steel Series Mouse! (AKARI) go google. its 300+ in normal shop. damn! puas hati. then beraya rumah Elin, and yada yada. Went for a haircut lalalala. looks weird on me xD


06 September, 2009

Nearer, my God, to Thee, nearer to Thee

music: Nearer my god, to Thee
mood : puzzled

how is life so far? well I shud be happy lol. Look, I don't really wanted to post that long nana, but well, bile type je, everything mcm, keluar laju jerr. anyway this is my blog soo. yeaaaah. suke suki la saye.

You can say it is a typical week for me. Quite number of sleepless night. Srysly, I'm getting puzzled. wth is happening to me? Dulu kalau baring je, 1,2,3 *puff* I'm in a dreamland. With Gundam. Zeta. or maybe Yakumo-chan. *yakummoooo u///u* But now, this year, Ive been struggling to sleep. yerp. It is weird. I mean, I even tried to count sheep lol. yes, I'm THAT DESPERATE. Sape sape ade sleeping pills ke. sbb ubat batuk don't work on me at all. pls pls give me some idea.

okay. next one

Well in case you guys wonder, what's with the hymn, the Thee and Thou stuff? Well I kinda remember some touching scene on Titanic (1997, James Cameron) , as she is sinking, there's a band that kept playing to keep ppl calm. I remember the quote "Gentlemen, it has been a privilege playing with you tonight." by the band master, as he played the song, Nearer, my God, to Thee. And I Googled xP Well the truth is I thought that these band is just fictions, I mean, there's no way they'd play even when you're the verge of death. But it is in history. Yerp. Mr Wallace Hartley did lead the 9 man band to play until the very end. It was very sad, but well. oh yeah. It is also sung by the doomed crew and passengers of SS Valencia, as it sank on the Canadian Coast. so sad.

let see, what else.

I've been reading my junior's blog post regarding her trip to UK. Damn I was so jealous. It's the same feeling as Amal's trip around Europe. gaaahhh. wish I was/will be that lucky. I'm so fucking desperate to travel orz I want to feel jetlag orz I want this, I want that. Well basically I'm not jealous that they went outside of the country, to Europe etc, it's just that, I want to travel lol. Somehow in my latest lifeline I've seldom traveled. hmph. I hope this will change soon. actually kinda jealous with Dora. not because she's Dora The Explorer, no no no but because she actually ade dekat Egypt, tapi tak pegi pyramid? oh cm'on! One of the Seven Wonders of The World! hmph.

Maybe not because I wanted to traveled that much. Maybe I want to find somewhere, hm, peace? I mean, a getaway? Somewhere calm, refreshing. Been thinking if there's some hill somewhere with full of grasses, and it's very comfortable to lie on. I'd really want one. It'd be better if there's wind. hah. That is just perfect! And I really don't mind the weather, even if its sunny, or raining. or cloudy. these weather have their own emotion influence on ppl, but it's fair to say that I like every single one of them. Well xde la yg extreme tu, as in tornado ke. Really. I'd love to go there. And sleep on the bed of green grasses, with the sky as my roof, as long as I like.

That will be one of my dreams.

02 September, 2009

tag by dora

aku x tau ni tag no bape orz


dulu waktu kecik kecik aku slalu frust sbb boring. ye la, rumah dekat Federal Hill tu, semue jauh jauh. mmg sebijik sebijik, satu atas bukit sini, satu atas bukit sana. fuh. jadi petang2 tu aku slalu naik basikal pastu meronda ronda. kadang2 tu pusing kawasan rumah aku ni sampai aku dah bosan, jadi satu hari tu waktu papa mama tengah tido (pukul 3 ptg hari sabtu x salah) aku ngan abang aku pegi sampai dekat dgn Sri Perdana (yerp. agak jaoh la) otw balik kantoi ngan papa naik kereta kancil NAN 14 lol T.T die balik die x cakap ape, terus bawak family aku gi pasar malam, tinggal ktorang. siap kunci pintu lagi wuuuu.


cycling partner aku dedulu, Atiqah. aku pernah mention dalam post lepas. jadi xpyah le aku ulang sape die tu. dulu die sgt le chubby xD terus terang cakap, aku xtau le tu cinta pertama aku ke tidak, dh le rapat gile. gi je mane-mane kat situ kalau x ajak die, rase guilty pun de gak. gado pun saje saje nak kacau die. tapi lepas die fly gi USA waktu ktorang umur 5 tahun, aku cukup bosan. rase serba xkene. lame gak la baru aku okay. then baru baru ni aku melawat die (dah balik baru2 ni) umur pun dh 17 time tu, die dh jadi mcm model. nak tego pun gile bersalah. huh. dulu bukan main rapat. skang ni, mane la die nak egt xD


cite aku dkat tadika. Tadika Masjid Abu Bakar As-Siddiq. aku le satu-satunya manusia dlam rumah aku yg cukup 2 tahun bertadika kat sane. (abg aku tak pernah pun kat sane, kakak aku pun same gak kot, adik aku setaun je) dulu kalau bangun je pagi, first thing yg kene cari, stokin. =_= aku pun x tau la asal, tapi stokin aku, asek ilang je! huh. pas papa hantar, bagi duit banje 2 ringgit kalau x salah, aku gune singgit beli karipap. singgit lagi aku simpan. simpan simpan beli tamiya. haha. dash yankuro kalau x salah aku. kekeke


ade gak love interest aku kat sane. name die Shahratul Izati. heh. kecik2 dh gatal lol. besar besar bukan main susah nak mengusha awek. kecik2 je pandai xP anyways, aku x tau le tapi otw gi toilet aku mesti lalu kelas die, dan die duduk tepi pintu tu. haha. kdg2 tu sngaje je aku gi toilet sbb nak usha die xD


cerite sbnanye nape name aku ngan adik aku lebih kurang same, sbb aku yg bagi name kat die u_u; waktu tu aku umur 5 ke 6 tahun tah. shud be 5 la, sbb beza me with my sis is 5 years (dua dua, kakak 5 taun lagi tua, Aizati 5 taun lagi muda) waktu mama bawak balik adik aku ni, aku tga happy gile. happy la kut sbb dpat adik baru, mangse buli baru, mcm dapat mainan baru la ni aku rase. then waktu tga riuh2 kat lam bilik tetamu tu (mama duduk kat bilik tetamu dekat bawah sbb x larat naik atas, lagipun sng nak ber-tungku) ade la manusia (dh lupe u.u) tanye, ape name die, mama x tau lagikut time tu. so tga pikir pikir ngan papa tu, aku la bagi suggestion. "Mama, apa kate taruk Shahratul Izati?" pastu aku pegi amik cekodok sambung makan (srys aku egt lagi btape glojohnye aku makan u.u) Mama pun cam stuju cume tukar jadi Aizati. haha. tau tau le mane aku dapat idea nak bagi name tu xP


aku egt lagi, around umur 5 taun jugak la kan. ade la kucheng yg aku sayang gile. namenye Comot! sbb aku bagi name kut u_u; aku yang duk panggil Comot, aku pun x tau la asal. xD tapi pendek kate byk gak le mende yg aku bagi name ni. so satu hari ni, kami gi Langkawi, then terus ke kampung dekat Sg Petani. Balik je dari kampung tu first thing aku cari Comot. Kunci rumah tu tak bukak lagi, and Comot ni slalunye kalau balik kampung biar dekat luar je, sbb die mmg suke lepak kat luar. Panggil punye panggil, tak keluar gak. Lame gak cari, pastu bile nak bukak pintu rumah tu, ade la nampak kesan darah. banyak la utk mnatang kecik cam kucheng tu. aku agak umur kucheng tu lam setaun gak ah, jantan. nampak tapak kaki kucheng, darah tu dh xcair, dh melekat dh. aku tau la maksud tu ape, tapi aku xleh accept. sampai malam aku tunggu Comot tak balik-balik. Tak nak masuk rumah. Tak tukar baju semua. Merajuk la kononnya. Tunggu si Comot balik. Sampai hari ni aku egt hari tu.


waktu tu aku umur 7 taon. waktu tu umur Kancil NAN 14 tu dh setaun ngan ktorang. Papa outstation. slalu cmtu. Mama x reti drive. Jadi Pak Tam la bawak motor pi rumah ktorang, pastu ambik ktorang anta pegi skola/kerja. First hantar kami dulu, baru hantar Mama. Slalunye aku pergi memang la gembira, best, sbb naik Isuzu Trooper. fuh. gile Awesome kereta tu. umur 10 taun dah ade TV/VCD player dalam kete tu xP ok anyway, sblum hanta kami, menjadi kebiasaan kami mengambil anak jiran kami yg xde la jiran sgt, jauh gak le rumah beliau. name mamat tu Ridhuan, same umur ngan kakak. Slalu sakat kakak, sbb fergh, skali die masuk kereta, bau HARUM GILE. b-o die kaw kaw ah. bak kate bdak SERATAS, TAT TAT AH. menahan nafas la kami sepanjang jalan nak ke SKSHAS t.t


waktu aku umur 5 tahun, aku egt lagi. time tu baru lepas exam kut. ke baru nak exam. tah le. tapi aku ber-file la ke tadika aku. Klau x aku pakai beg yg bapak besau tu xD sampai sampai je, member2 dh panggil aku. "Weh, budak kelas sebelah nak gaduh" or smthng like that. haaa jgn main main, dulu aku ni kire kaki gado gak ah xD srys. derang cite la yg derang ni sblom aku dtg kene bantai kaw kaw ah sbb xckup org, jadi aku dtg ni kire boleh menolong ah. so kitorang ni pun gi la kelas sblah ni, aku bawak file aku, pastu gadoh2 la ala Crow Zero. xde la jerit ORA ORA ORAAAAA!! tapi stakat baling botol air, pukul gune file, tumbuk terajang tu ade la. dh le gaduh lam kelas lak tu lol. ktorang tga winning ni, derang mmg xterlawan langsung. dh setel je derang, aku prasan de lagi sekor mamat ni. die pakai songkok, duduk elok je kat penjuru kelas tu. tgk ktorang. aku agak panas dan agak over confident la ni. terus gi gado ngan die. gile. mamat tu kecik lagi dari aku, yet lagi kuat dari aku. lagi kuat dari 2-3 org. tapi die still x leh lawan ktorang, jadi aku ngan die lawan 1 on 1, haha. tengah bedebuk bedebik, Ustazah Zee datang. maka ke Guru Besar lah aku. >_> bende ni tadika tu simpan sampai skang, xbgtau parents aku. sbb aku dulu slalu gak la dapat no 1 kat tadika ni xP tu yang aku dihargai sikit xP

dan mamat tu lepas tu jadi member baik aku hahaha


darjah 2. waktu tu aku masih pandai mengusha awek xD Love interest terbaru aku, Hashima. name pendek die, Shima. Org die tinggi wehhhhh. mcm model. xpadan ngan aku hahahahaha. siot. dipendekkan cite aku ni kire org yg masalah gak la. delinquent la kirenye. aku gado sbb aku suke, baru manly ;D dan musuh utama aku adalah budak masalah #2, Fareez. die ni lagi pendek dari aku, jadi aku panggil die pendek, die panggil aku kecik. jadi kami same same la gado. gado blakang Hashima, sbb xmau die fikir aku ni teruk la ape la xP It turns out that Fareez ni rupenye ade love interest gak ngan Hashima ni, tu yang die slalu buat hal, sbb nak tarik perhatian Hashima ni haha. Aku kelas ngan budak2 ni sampai darjah 3.


aku x tau asal, tapi masuk darjah 4, aku dah jadi... baik. peh. srys. dh rajin buat kerje skola, dh diam xbising2 dh, maybe sbb darjah 4 ni, die tukar2 kelas. so aku dari 1,2,3 Tekun, masuk 4 Maju. Sorg due je yg aku kenal. Maybe tu la aku jadi pendiam sikit. well anyways dalam diam diam aku tu ade la aku kenal ngan 2-3 org budak perempuan yg, er, ramah gak ah. Haiza, Hafiza. aku egt name derang sbb pelik. hahahaha. Haiza ni budak die chubby, xgmuk. tp chubby haha. die ade kezen name Hafiza, dan derang satu kelas, termasuk aku lah. derang ni leh kire rapat la ngan aku, sbb derang ni, mmg suke merepek xD tu baru 2 org. ade la seko minah ni, samade aku mmg prasan atau die saje saje nak kenekan aku, name die Atiqah gak kot. ke Afiqah. aku lupe u_u tapi aku egt sbb die perempuan yg rambut die ponytail kalau x salah aku, rambut die perang2, kurus gak ah, muke not bad xP putih bukan melepak, putih yg merah2 sikit tu. haa. die ni rajin gak nyakat aku. x silap aku die dari darjah 1 satu kelas ngan aku. orang die ok ok la, x bising, x de la senyap mane pun. satu hari tu die tanye aku, kenapa aku makin senyap je, dh x happy, aku cakap le dh xde sape nak sembang, lalu die cakap die volunteer nak teman aku u_u; aku cakap teman gi mane? die cakap teman la, kalau bosan bosan tu, pegi la tempat duduk die sembang2 ngan die sbb die suke sembang ngan aku. die cakap la.

well anyhow aku rase ... start dari taun ni la aku mcm hilang smgt nak ade love interest dh xD sbb lepas lepas tu aku dh xde dh kot


aku suke main Digimon. darjah 4 tu aku kire gile Digimon. dan Digimon adelah bende terlarang di sekolah aku. of course la. gile nye aku kat digimon ni, aku beli buku petak kecik2 nak lukis gamba Digimon ni. ehhh. bukan lukis biase kay? melorek kotak kotak kecik tu, membentuk seekor Digimon! haha. byk gak la, and aku still egt digimon pertama aku lukes ialah Botamon! hahaha. sbb senang, lgpun mnatang tu kaler itam je semue xP digimon second aku lukes ialah Agumon! xD


aku frust sgt si Mufid ni. member aku darjah 4 Maju tu. die cakap die dh dapat Meramon. huh. aku nak sgt natang Champion ni. slalu dapat Greymon je. Aku suh die aja cmne dapat, die suh aku bawak Digimon aku. GILE LA. first time aku bawak bende haram masuk sekolah. xD dan die pengawas lagitu. haih. nasib baik dapat, tapi Meramon yg cheat punye. hahaha. jap je mati. wuwuwuu


aku suke mrayau. kali ni lepas pindah. aku pindah pegi Rawang. huh. gile jauh. pindah je gi Rawang, aku jumpe Syed Tariq. Syed ni, byk influence aku dedulu. aku leh salahkan die gak aku x stdi xP die yg ajar dan ajak aku pegi jalan2 ikut Pusat Serenti. huu. gile lah. Jalan tanah merah tu. semangat gile aku folo die. tiap2 ari lepas skola. haha hmph. tu darjah 4 je. darjah 5 aku dh jadi baik balik xP


cite pasal aku umur 6 taun balik. bende yang wajeb beli waktu umur 6 taun ni, stokin. hilanggggg je kerje. sampai kene label hantu makan stokin kat rumah. haih. aku xtau mane pegi stokin2 aku. sbb smpai je kat tadika kene bukak stokin, las las aku lupe mane aku punye stoking pegi. make pulanglah aku xberstokin. Last last skali Ustazah Zee yg bawak balik aku nye stokin. haha. gile sedih hidup aku. wuuu.


kartun. kartun feveret aku dulu2 Tom and Jerry. baju pun Tom and Jerry. slalu abg aku dapat Tom, aku dapat Jerry. haha. gadoh pun cam Tom and Jerry gak. ade satu time tu, bile tape Tom and Jerry dah abes, die keluar skrin kale kale tu kan, pastu ade bunyi mcm mcm. huuu aku nangis kot time tu. gile cuak! takut hantu la. xD

then waktu darjah 3 kot. rutin harian aku hari sabtu. bangun pukul 9.00. tgk sailormoon. kdg2 terlepas, well x kesah sgt pun. then habis sailormoon tgk Dragon Ball Z. hahaha. ni kompem x lepas. pkul 10 lak tgk Digimon kalau x salah aku. tah le sbb kartun pukul 10 slalu tuka2. jadi x egt. pukul 10.30, SLAM DUNK! huh, kartun feveret! x3 kompem x lepas jugak. pengaruh aku nak main basketball sbb egt sng. tgk Sakuragi main dari noob ke pro cam sng je. huhuhu.

so tu jela top 15 aku. ade lagi, tp malas nak cite. xDD bes woo cite mende2 lame ni. kdg kdg rase cam kite ni dulu2 bodoh gile. tapi dh name bdak2 an? lol. so tu je la

oh ya. susah gak tag kali ni dora oi u_u

mau tag

ili, lil, burn, jieba, amal, tya, sue, nadmin pun skali la. kalau korg bace la. buat eh. tau susah tapi buat gak xD