13 April, 2009

Critical Acclaim

mood : busy
music : Only One Who Knows - Artic Monkey

rite. yeah yeah. i noe that its been sooo long since the last time i updated this blog.
look. its not like i dont want to. but well. like what a friend of mine told me, "Sekarang bulan April, bulan paling bz (selain dari Mac) sbb byk asaimen + test + quiz."

I just finished up 'works' for the muck-up marks for one of my subject, Logic Digital. And finally, (and out of all time, why now? urgh.) i'm sick. fever, puke, panadol, pain killer, and those stuff. those shits is.. shits.

and plus, family problems. i had enough of it. im so freaking sad, im not mad, but extremely sad. i dont berserk, i just, cry. yeah i cried. so what? its so hard. im so sad. and Pn Mercy been miscalling me like 10 times? wth? tade time lain ke? well i called her, (of course.) and she was so mad about the layout, my team job. she said she think its so annoying, unpleasent, and threaten to give 0 for all of us. well i can't give "Oh, puan. It's not mine, but my team. I'm absent, sakit sikit." Its 20 MARKS FOR GAWD SAKE. and this whole time, its only PEER PREASURE. plus the final is just around the corner.

and sorry, but the fact that this is my very own journal, so im free to babble about everything i want. im sorry for being so negative, but i just.. need someone. look, i cant depend on one person, that person must have something else, i just.. blaargh. maybe i'll endure this, like i'll do. every time. and lets see, how long can it goes.

okeh. thats the end for those emo part. now to a happy-er part.

first i finished the Empayar DDZ, its a web2.0 forum based website. im doing that for my course, the computer science (multimedia) and i think we'll discuss stuff there. im hoping it will work, ppl will use it. and im thinking of doing that for my secondary school too. (SMK) we'll see bout that.

oh yah speaking bout friends from old school. Sofhatun, Rafique and Mahadevan are so fired up to do a grand outdoor outing. well its Rafique's idea, but frankly, its been in my mind since im at science school. w/e it is, we planning to do it around june 1st to 21st, when sof is free. Bob? He actually kinda oppose it (x reti berenang. oh cmon, wtf with that excuse??) Maha too, but tetibe he kinda fired-up too. Sue? maybe. but im sure that all of those kids will agree. haha.

meh. dunno what else to say. oh-yah, dota. hoo. bile nak ade map baru. zzzz. v5.60 = new hero!

dunno. maybe that's all. jya

1 comment:

freak. i am. dora. said...

bersabar la ek wahai roti.
nt okeh la tu smua probs ko tu.