kenapa?
soalan macam ni selalu akan disusuli dengan alasan.
aku macam dah penat. asyik dengan alasan. lagi.
setiap kali keluar soalan kenapa, selalu keluar alasan.
mari kita tengok. my life is getting, interesting.
yeah. i guess so.
semua ni, salah aku. well, memang aku yang salah.
tak perlu lagi alasan.
aku cuba.
tolong lah aku. ya Allah. aku, tengah kuatkan diri aku.
ah, tak guna mengadu dekat sini.
tapi, dah passion aku menulis. who gives a fuck?
so yeah, taking inspiration from kak dora kita, I wanted to be ignored.
because I just felt, physically, and mentally, sick. tired.
I guess it'll be better if I stay like this for a while.
But it doesn't really matter kan? It's not like people really, care.
From what I saw, I felt, people, human, are always, tends to take care of others
esp their loves one.
but always, just on the surface. just a bit on the surface. then?
and yea, it's just one of many mistakes that human does kan?
nanti bila dah gaduh,
or maybe when it's already too late,
baru diorang perasan, kan?
but that makes diorang better. am I right? :)
my surrounding, people are, happy. I'm.. happy for them. yeah, really.
like Amal, I'm happy for her. She looks, happy, obviously lol.
seeing people happy, at least I felt, happy a bit, if not a lot.
maybe relief? kot. idk.
no worries, after this I can bet you guys who actually read my blog, it'll be a lot happier.
at least for a while lah. haha, I'll try my best.
no more excuse. I'll try my best untuk er, be more positive. I've done that before, surely I can, now. Of course.
hey you there. stop laughing at me. I know. I suck a lot kan? Haha. well really, I'll try my best to be happier than before. I don't suck. HAHA.
we'll see. aku nak. aku dah tak nak bagi alasan. redha? ye. semua salah aku. terima la akibat.
let's see. what's up with me now. looking for a job. cari makan. baju. PC. hurh.
and maybe I'll be taking law. HAHAHA. or Industrial Design for my degree.
tengoklah, umur panjang, sihat badan, tak selalu buat hal.
er, a small update je kot. banyak bebel. but what you guys think, I don't really care tho.
hey, better privatized this blog kan? I just write for the sake of, writing. Hmh. will consider it.
anyway, happy holiday peeps. have a blast holiday. wish me, happy too. C:
