aftermath - a conversation

mood : satisfied
music : Say Goodnight - Bullet For My Valentine

i remember, what bob said to me when i was driving.
"gile ah jat, aku puas hati giler dpat maen ngan member member tadi! aku x kesah dah bile naek komuter nnt orang usha slack baju ngan seluar aku, aku pakai terus medal nih," sambil tunjuk medal die.
srysly, i was satisfied myself. it was lyke, our first and last time playing paintball together. and we won until semi final. so okay what? member punye pasal, i lend bob RM40 for the fee charge. the money we won is RM200, so when splited into 5 ppl, evryone get RM40 back, and bob paid me back. well i dont mind if bob keep the money. yang penting, i want to enjoy the game. and i did. cume satu je.

"ye, ak pun paham," bob said to me. dier paham kot riak muke aku. tah lah.
"ak pun tak puas hati jugak. ak dtg sini jao jao, bukannye nk maen skali," i know, he was referring to rafique. i kept quiet, and drove.
"ko dah ah member ngan ak dah 8 taon lebeh dah. rafique, 7 taon lebeh dah." i remain silent.
"kalau lpas ni dapat main x pe lah, tapi ko tau ah, awal awal masuk U, semua cakap, ala cuti sem ade~ tapi tgk la, nnt waktu cuti sem, kompem. CONFIRM die keluar ngan member U atau awek die."
"bile die bagi alasan camtu, ak terasa tau."
"alah, bukan ko x paham rafique to camne, die mmg camtu pun, x kan terase lagi.." i replied, defending him. i don't know why i did that, maybe i don't want any of my friend get hurts. i don't know.

"ye ah tapi takkan la pegi sekolah punye carnival, at least sokong la kite pun kalau x maen, ini tidak. pegi jalan jalan dgn pompuan."
"tu lah, first time aku dga ko dah couple, aku tergelak ko tau. egt pastu, lupe member. aleh aleh ak baru tau yg diana tu memahami gile," mmg, aku x nafikan, bile cakap nak main dota ngan rafique, bob, diana cakap, "main main gak, egt di tau!" and bile keluar, die slalu egtkan, "simpan duet, nnt nak maen dota.."
yeah, bob's right. so i do what i do, remain silent and drive the kancil towards KTM station.

all the way back to bandar country homes, i kept thinking, what will happen in the next 10, no, 2 years? will we be the best buddies ever?

and for why i remain mostly quiet, i don't know.. if i talked, maybe i'd cry. lol. so thats what happened that saturday evening.

calci-yum sdap jugak eh? XD

roti-TERbakar.